Oct 23, 2022
-overwhelmed
-underwhelmed
-proud that there is a pre ranger program off the ground
-excited my heel is in a better spot
-content with the level of clean my house is after today
-ready to get my fucking wifi
-annoyed my bed frame and bookcase are still “shipping” since August.
-worried about my lack of sleep for the week- it’s only Sunday
-confident in my ability to do the small things this week
-happy to find the next good thing
-grounded to remember there is only so much time, energy, and emotion to expel per day
-wishful for another weekend
-relieved that one is every five days
-guilty for feeling like all of this is so hard already
-tired, but at least I have a mattress topper and the comfiest bed in the world.