Feb 28, 2022
I didn’t finish ranger school
I didn’t even get started
I don’t think I’ll have the opportunity to go back soon
I’m rebuilding my fitness program regardless
And I don’t really want to leave America.
Not right now.
But I like to think of myself as adventurous!
Yes, that’s the word
Capable? ready?
I feel so less so lately
There’s so much going on
And I’m worried about my non-existent ranger experience?
It feels so shallow
When convoys open fire
I am worried I will forget everything I learned
And remember I don’t actually know how to do my job
yet
There doesn’t seem to be a lot of room for error
But apparently that’s built in for LTs
yay
A small reprieve
So Ill probably run to the coffee shop in the plains tomorrow
A final $7 oatmilk latte
I get oatmilk even though I like cow milk
Its not better for you
Less lactate sure
but I’m convinced that doesn’t affect me
Oatmilk has the same amount of calories
Usually $1.00 more expensive too
But its better for the earth
And at this point
That gives me a little hope 🙂