Jan 5, 2023
The openness of emotion in airports makes me walk faster
A tear on my cheek
in my seat
But I’m facing the window with my head in the corner
I like playing the music that makes me cry with headphones in.
I feel bland
And dull.
Sort of like the kitchen knife you keep saying you’re going to sharpen
I want to share more and shrink faster
That simultaneous need to be seen and disappear never feels stronger than in the new year
I almost added an emoji to this but I’ve decided I’m not that emotionally desperate.
😀