Mar 2, 2022
The summer feels so far away
The days of traveling 500 miles to go hiking
I was alone
So alone!
But this alone is one to crave
No one to bother me
Everyone missing me
That’s what I love to think
The road to myself
Or maybe one other
I’ll deal with you
Just be there for my head?
It’s so open
Free
I chose where to go
and how to feel
that summer felt like a blank canvas
I don’t think I’ll feel that kind of freedom again
Can it come around twice?
No limits or constraints
It’s just me, and a park, and my car
but its gone now
Uma gone for 4,000 and a trip to carmax
I miss the coffee stained seats already
but I have some money in pocket
and I’m in the land of automobiles
I hate how that song makes me feel
because of how it used to make me feel
but back to summer:
Some wilty lettuce in the cooler to the right
Chips and salsa are still my favorite meal
Setting up a tent is easy
But so is sleeping under the stars