Sep 28, 2021
refill your flower’s water
and take the bags to target’s recycling
do they really recycle these?
they’re probably dumped into the trash,
but i like to think im doing something small
pathetic and slightly helpless, but something small
nonetheless
i’m itching to clean
maybe even create
but im tired in anticipation of tomorrow
i’m ready to love
and i can
and i will
but not that kind.
the sunrise kind
the high five yourself in the mirror
the 3rd cup of coffee
the cooking yourself whole foods at 9:30 ans you remember you need to eat dinner and still want to taste something wonderful late at night
sending the text back
or a text first
or fuck the texting and call instead
i want to sing and i can’t play any instruments
there’s probably a way out of this.
i don’t trust a musician who’s always complaining…
-J.C.
